I’m Pretty Sure I Go On and write at least one text post a day of how exhausted i am. Because yeah i’m pretty darn tired. i wish blogging would make me more awake but the light beams from the computer take something away from me, i wish they would give me nutrients, like a hydroponic kind of thing.I’m so deficient in about every single vitamin. but my supplements I’ve been taking for well over a few months haven’t made a difference.
Whenever I Tell My Peers/Family i’m Tired they look at me like i have five heads. Mostly because they are aware of the fact that i only have 4 periods rather than the “normal high school” 7. And I get Plenty of sleep.While they’re having 7 periods of AP classes sports AND jobs.Personally i have no idea how they do that. I Don’t think people realize it though, that i’m not healthy as they are, yet they do know i have something wrong with me. I Don’t know. but everything i do exhausts me and i’m not even running in cross country anymore. just walking down the hallway is like a 5k for me now. It Honest to god sucks ass.
I Just want a break though. i’m constantly in in pain all day. if i make it through school i usually just end up going home in pain. then something usually happens that triggers something then i’m having flare ups. and that usually lasts for hours. that and if i do get sleep other than naps, i don’t feel rested anyways so why bother sleeping at all?
Maybe I’m Just Crazy, because i sure as hell feel like it.