Dealing with myself &

So Another Death happened in my town, its starting to get depressing. i usually don’t know the people but my peers are doing a lot of mourning. Usually it’s a lot of teen deaths-suicide or violence related. Its awful know how you wonder “who’s going to be next” etc. And Its Super Weird because no matter how depressed and emotionally unstable i am, I’ve Made it this far.  I’d Just Love To see This Town Go ONE YEAR without a death.  

Is That Too Much To Ask?

its been difficult lately, and its been getting me thinking. Throughout all the deaths and suicides of our fellow classmates, why do we continue to be selfish and insensitive? People take so many things for granted and regret it once its gone. But even though we are just human, why don’t we bother to improve ourselves, for the sake of well being of ourselves AND others. If We are Deceased or not, judgement is still in full factor. Learn Some respect people, and maybe we’ll stop falling into holes like we are.

Within the past two years, My Home Town has lost 5 fellow beloved classmates. With Them, i am waiting for the world to be a more understanding, less discriminating place.

Its gone. its gone. why my mother is disgusting. she thinks its “ugly” but oh no. ill show her ugly when this blood is poured all over the floor.

I Gauged My Ears instead of Cutting. Now that There gone. i don’t know what will happen When I’m Suicidal Again. I’m So Scared because I Don’t Trust Myself and I Don’t Think I Will.Ever.

Of People Helping others, That’s How This Generation is going to Make it.

Although; I Doubt We Will.*