1. I’m proud of myself. i haven’t given up yet. and everything has been an agonizing mess. I’m beginning to believe that I’m stronger than i once thought i was. and maybe i have hope again. who knows.

     
  2. So I haven’t been Posting lately and i guess you all hate that. well honestly, i just don’t know what to say. I’m stuck.  i have to start exercising and eating right again (i have no idea how i slipped) and that and they medical situation has been continuing- which is so stressful and a difficult struggle in my life.and. i just don’t know where to go right now. like- Ive tried so many things to overcome my difficulties, but its constantly a trail and error. I’m not sure where the “success” is coming into play.