I’ve had a rough day today. It started last night though because I had a shitty night of sleep. And once I woke up I felt as if a train ran me over.then I dragged my butt to 5 hours of volunteering today. I took a walk with my sister instead of running since my volunteering work we don’t see each other often, plus we have different sleep schedules because she’s a. Normal teenager and I somehow wake up everyday at seven am. But I was talking about running and she told me I’m stressing myself out on the ways I relieve stress and how I’m over working myself lately. And it’s true.
And I’m thinking that since I’ve been working so hard I should probably get myself something nice.i don’t know what because I don’t want anything.
But other than that, I don’t think I’ve been taking care of myself well either. I haven’t been doing my hair or making myself pretty lately. So tonight I shaved but I’m too sore to lotion up. But I’ve been looking at myself tonight and I’m covered with bug bites and bruises zits and chafing marks from running. I feel sad… And I feel ugly. Tomorrow ill be on my way to start a big camping trip too so I’m not ganna look any prettier anytime soon; maybe even worse- ill get sunburnt. But I just want everything to stop for a little while. I’m tired and I need a break.