Dealing with myself &

I Hate This. I Hate Going To School, and Having The Hardest Part Of It Just Sitting There & Getting through The Day. Its So Painfull, I Feel Like Such A Failure.

Thanks Endometriosis.

The Stars Have Aligned With Someone Else In favor. Zack, Wish I Could Join You You Up There. This World’s Too Big To Change From Down Here.

Being A Gluten Free Vegan. People Ask me Why i am, I Do It For My Health, I Do Not care About The Animals, I’m Not Trying To Save Them, Before I Do, Id Rather Save My Self first. I Am Allergic To A List Of Things and My Diet and health has been so Hard To Manage. I’m Not better And I’m Still Sick, i know i have to be more patient, But This Is So Stressful and Difficult.I’m Really Not Sure how I’m Going to be Able to do this for the rest of my life with no Support and Encouragement. Its So Difficult, to Do This Alone.

Except its frustrating but it can distract me enough from everyday pain. except its still there. Art, Could You Be More of a help? Because Prayer Has Stopped Working.

& The Pain Is Still Inside

I Cannot explain how hard it is being me. every single day is a challenge and the stress is exhausting and ridiculous. I’m surprised Ive came this far. People tell me all the time how Strong i am, but i want to know why, because i feel so vulnerable.

What do they expect of me. I’m human, usually sick. I can’t go to school everyday because I’m in pain. Excuse me but I’m no superhero, I’m usually wishing for one. I’m not as strong as them. I’m not perfect. So stop beating me down for it because I’m on edge. No wonder why I’m depressed, a soon to be stoner and a future suicide case. Give me a break because I’m trying and that’s enough stress on me. Back the fuck off.