I Cant even explain how i feel right now. my feeling are so mixed about everything and i feel so down in the dumps. its disquesting, i can barely be to be myself right now.
endometriosis, fibromyalgia, IBS, chronic pain stress, frustration, and an ounce of hope.this sums me up, if any further questions; ask me about it. ♥
I Cant even explain how i feel right now. my feeling are so mixed about everything and i feel so down in the dumps. its disquesting, i can barely be to be myself right now.
Last Night was terrifying. i don’t want it to happen again. i don’t know why but- i should be instituted. I’m a danger to myself.
I Hope Today Will be Better.Much better.
The Stars Have Aligned With Someone Else In favor. Zack, Wish I Could Join You You Up There. This World’s Too Big To Change From Down Here.
I Cannot explain how hard it is being me. every single day is a challenge and the stress is exhausting and ridiculous. I’m surprised Ive came this far. People tell me all the time how Strong i am, but i want to know why, because i feel so vulnerable.
I’m Beginning To Want Help Again. Because this feeling is so dreadful and no one there for you; oh its hell. I’m either going to a pill bottle or the psych ward again. wherever i go, i don’t think ill get help soon.Crying For help Doesn’t Seem Like Enough Anymore.
