So I’ve Had Quite the Roller Coaster Ride Lately. I Joined My XC team in the summer time and I was told a few weeks ago I couldn’t compete in races with my team anymore because last semester I did not have enough credits to “play” on a team. That Reason is because in the spring last year I was in doctor offices instead of school and trying to find the right treatment plan. I had a delayed schedule, only having 3 classes, but worked my butt off to pass those, which I did with mid 80’s. but unfortunately the state requires 4 classes with a passing grade and no one ever mentioned that to me. I was 3 credits off. I Cried. Because I love Running, and with a chronic pain disorder I work very hard to keep up my activity levels and running has given me new levels of confidence and is also now part of my new treatment plan which has been working Decently well. So instead of competing with my team for free. I have to find races locally to keep up my activity level, which can get fairly expensive really quickly. Fortunately. I Worked 100 hours at a Soup Kitchen to get credit for school (5 total) and I begged my guidance counselor to somehow let that be on last years transcript so I can be on the team. Its So Hard, Because I Have to FIght For everything that I want or Need (this isn’t the first time, ive had to fight for medical treatment and even my education) But Fortunately I got myself back onto the team due to my persistent and eager attitude. I Was So Happy To Finally Win That Victory.
Today Was Supposed to be my First Meet/Race. But Unlucky me had a Sever Fibromyalgia Flare up around lunch time and missed it. ive been in bed all afternoon and I still feel sore and devastated from missing it.
I Swear to god I have a string of bad luck following me. Im So Tired Of this.