Usually its never personal or has an emotional toll on the mind. but tonight it does. I’m doing a Close reading paper, three to five pages long , on the the theme of the novel Ellen Foster. And All I’m Thinking of it my setbacks and my struggles as well as Zack’s death. I just wish i could stop. i have a page and a half more to go through. i don’t know if i can do this. i hate facing this in such a close detail.