So boston recommended me to go to a partial day program at baystate and today was my first day. It was horrible. I had an endo flare up, they had the smell of cinnamon stuck to the wall so I almost had an allergic reaction several times and the other teens there are incredibly obnoxious. Honestly I don’t think it’ll help, they’re trying to teach me coping skills that I’ve already learned. I was admitted for depression and chronic pain. They’re also trying to help on the mental part too but I only have the depression problem from the chronic pain problem. Besides I’ve already gone to a program like this is rhode island and they did more harm than good.
So I told my mom I didn’t like it and what’s on my mind about the whole situation And from out of nowhere she gets extremely pissed. Since we’ve gotten home she’s been slamming stuff around and cussing her fucking head off; and this makes me feel so uncomfortable and unsafe as if she was going to attack me too. Honestly this is not helping my anxiety, I just want to get away
