It's Only Wednesday
I Am Not Ready For School Today. My Cramps are acting up and my insides hurt. i have a math test, french presentation and i have to stay after for history today to make up two other tests. Today is going to be a ridiculously long day, and i am stressing out about it, so now my chest hurts because of my lovely IBS. I Just want to go back to bed. Wish me Luck.
Everything has been so much busier lately. more plans, more responsibilities and more expectations and the past few nights Ive been in bed by eight. I’m so exhausted right now, but the business sure does keep a mind off a broken heart. My only goal right now is to be happy with myself and not be dependant on others, but i wouldn’t mind if someone would be there for me romantically.
katsakid: why don’t girls i like like me back
coepi: things i am scared of doing: ordering food in a restaurant walking down a busy high street on my own talking to people on the phone eating in front of people asking for help in a shop meeting new people being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know the future looks bright for me First One. Yay. Forever Allergic. To Everything. lol.
If You Don't Like How They Did It, Do It Yourself.
I Knew It Was Too Good To Be True.
I Don’t know how to explain it, but my Hearts broken again. This Girl led me on, and she seemed so perfect and wonderful, but she lied to me and played with my heart. I just want to be happy with someone who wouldn’t just bail so quickly or still have feelings for their ex.That Or Being happy with myself. i feel so lonely though. i cant stand it.
Dammit i love her and i cannot wait until i can call her mine
I Feel Like I’m Working so hard on all of my homework, but in reality I’m just procrastinating the hardest. But Ive Got Alot on My Mind today, Im so stressed out by school, 22 more days to go.
Lately Ive been a lot more active, going out more and getting my ass out of bed. and last night i was scared it was going to end. i had a pain flare up, and i just couldn’t do anything, i was so overwhelmed and oh my goodness. Ive been scared lately. really scared. but for other things besides my participation in my own life. I’m scared that special person is going to slip through my...
I Dont Think I Could Be Any Happier Right Now.
i don’t give my self enough praise or credit for what i do. says the mom. So maybe if i make it to school more than two days this week ill buy myself a cactus, Ive always wanted one. And i also have to make up MCAS this week because i missed it last week,(nevermind..i missed the deadline. so next november.Frick.) I’ve been so overstressed. Maybe ill have to get a massage too.
Im Sick Of It
Society has focused everyone’s drive on Loosing weight, being skinny, being Perfect. I Want To Focus on “Well Being” And A Healthy Life, and that would be all the perfection i need. and it is asking for a lot. and I’m still trying hard, but i know not enough. i need a kick to drive my motivation. But In the mean time im going to try focusing on whats more important now,...
Anonymous asked: I see that you seem to have digestive issues.. have you tried modifying your diet? & if so in what ways?
I Know We haven’t been tight lately, and i kind of decided to turn my back on you because the corruption in society has turned normal “christian” views as if something of the devil’s. But please, give me a day of relief, and that tomorrow i can feel good, because i may have plans tomorrow;as long as this cold, IBS, and endo calms it self down. Please give me a chance with...