January 2012
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I Don’t Feel Beautiful Anymore. The Scale is Torturing Me. I’m over my heaviest weight now. I Don’t Feel Well, I Cant Get out of The House Because I Cant try hard enough because the chronic pain weighs me down. I Want To Go To School And I Want To work Out and Feel Strong But Getting out from underneath the covers is hard enough. I don’t want to hide anymore but i...
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My IBS is acting up so much today, or whatever it is, i have no idea. my esophagus hurts so bad and my stomach looks like a balloon. I Hate This. I Feel Like Shamoo. Everyday.
I Need You Now.
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i woke up with my dads friends still in the house because they got too wasted to go home.It’s Not Cool When Your almost 50, although i hope their hangovers are giving them hell.Well, i hope this means we’re not going to church today- ill just keep my distance for now.
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I Feel So Overwhelmed right now, Ive never wanted a smoke so badly in my life and I’mclean. Ive never had so much hate for a person in such a long time, since Ive been trying to hold my peace. I Don’t Even think i can explain whats going on right now. so ill rant;
My dad is a member of the secret association of ass wholesand is ready to throw down any spirits near, he will and never...
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I Cant even explain how i feel right now. my feeling are so mixed about everything and i feel so down in the dumps. its disquesting, i can barely be to be myself right now.
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hope
I had My First Lupron Shot Today.
The Experience Wasn’t as Planned. 3 more months to do it all again. But I’m glad to have this opportunity. i have a good feeling about this.
Nervouse.
I Get my first lupron shot this Friday. one more day.
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I’m Missing My midterms and I’m So scared that I’m going to flunk because i cant even get into the car to go to school. These past two weeks have been hell for me and i don’teven know where to start. The pain Has Been Unbearable. The Only Real Reason I’m Upset, is because I DO want to do something with my life. and I’m afraid that if i cant get to school, I cant...
thissnigguh:
I’m so lost in my thoughts, I honestly don’t know what to think anymore.
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Ramble.
Some people Need Motivation To Go To School
I Need Strength to get to school. I Missed My last Day Of Review, And My First Day Of Midterms Today And I Am So Overly Stressed.I Try So Hard To Push Myself To Get Places But My Endo Pain Slows Me Down And Makes it impossible for me to make progress. I’m Terrified. I Need To Pass, And I Need To Get through high school. I Just Want To Get this all...
