August 2011
63 posts
Aug 31st
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Oh Mother
she doesn’t believe me. that I’m depressed. she ranted on how its most likely because of vitamin defincencies and all this nutritional mumbo jumbo. she continued to rant about how i had a good life and how i needed to count my blessings, and that our family was decent.i hate my parents because they are so quick to judge, homophobic and tools. i dont feel safe in my own home because...
Aug 31st
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Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Procrastination
I Didn’t Run this Morning. I Slept.  i hate how i keep putting this off. i annoy myself.*
Aug 30th
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Pro Active?
and determined about running tomorrow morning, i never exerciseand lead a sedentary lifestyle.  but I’m striving to be healthy. and I’m hoping that i cant improve myself. and feel better. except i have an awful feeling I’m going to be to comfy to get out of bed in the morning. OH.. blankets and pillows <3
Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Aug 30th
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Aug 29th
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Aug 29th
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A Little More
Weight is on me. again. i still despite who i am.  i want to be healthier and be happier. When that is going to Happen; I have No Idea.
Aug 29th
Moving On
Easier said Than Done. I’m Sick Of Wiping Tears.
Aug 29th
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Aug 29th
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Aug 29th
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Oh Jeez
&& i feel like Ive made a mistake. i broke up with my boyfriend. of 5 days. but there was nothing. he reminded me too much of Zack and i knew if i continued going out with him i wouldn’t be able to move on. i feel wrong. but. I’m really only afraid of getting hurt. i wasn’t happy. and I’m no more happier now.
Aug 29th
Aug 28th
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Hurricane Irene
I Want you to wash me away along with this emotional pain.
Aug 27th
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Aug 27th
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Thinking...
like i do all the time, but I’m really thinking of starting(or changing this) blog into a comic diary. or at least adding alot more of my own artwork. that and i do need to start drawing again; which also means i need an excuse.
Aug 25th
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Tell Me It Isn't So. That I'm The Only One*
*Random Depression Leads To Random Cooking with Occasional Tears. Everything is so challenging and I’m Constantly Crying For Help. I Want This All To Stop.
Aug 24th
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Goodmorning
My Parents have been trying to get me up early so getting to school is easier to adjust to. it hasn’t been working. at least I’m getting sleep while i can*
Aug 24th
Aug 24th
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Aug 23rd
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Today was Alrightt
& super great at the same time. no love or romance, but i got a few friends back that i thought Ive lost. and i cannot stress how important friendships are. But I Broke Down On My Diet and ate some milk products and some stuff with gluten in them, I’m waiting for it but I’m in for a ride through hell tonight. i wish i didn’t have to be a vegan. I Wish i Didn’t have...
Aug 23rd
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Being A Gluten Free Vegan
Is Really Difficult. i need help.
Aug 22nd
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Aug 22nd
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Aug 21st
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Aug 21st
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Aug 21st
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Im Missing Alot Of It
My Makeup Work. And School. And its still summer. my teacher gave me the summer to work on some makeup work so i could pass her class and get the credits. i finished it the first week of summer. and now its gone. i loose everything. and now its about two weeks left until school, i cant get a hold of the teacher and i don’t know what I’m supposed to do so i can redo it. i am going to...
Aug 21st
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Aug 21st
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Thinking of You
that’s what I’m doing, because feeling the way i am right now, is amazing and i don’t want it ever to stop.
Aug 21st
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Dear Stress
i don’t want you in my life and i hate you.
Aug 20th
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Aug 19th
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“You Are Never Fully Dressed Without A Smile”
Aug 19th
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I Am So Sick Of Everyone Lately.
they irritate me more than Christianity.
Aug 19th
morae-deactivated20120325 asked: What keeps you in the closet?
Aug 19th
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Im Sick Of Being Alone
&& Very Sick Of Hiding in The Closet.
Aug 19th
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Aug 19th
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Oh My Emotions
are telling me to kill myself. i am a fragile bitch and i cannot take this shit. I’m sick of being one of the hopeless. I Wish I Knew How To Cope Through This.
Aug 18th
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I Need To Try Harder
Because I’m not going anywhere.& the hardest part is convincing myself why i should get out of bed.
Aug 18th
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Aug 17th
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I Want To Hire My Best Friend As My Personal Chef
Aug 17th
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Major Mood Swings And Bacon Bits
Ive been a major bitch all day. well. lets call it Day two because it started out really bad yesterday evening. its amazing how much hormones can transform a person into a nasty monster.now, i feel like i can fit into society now without looking like a uptight pansy. everything has been so irritating to me. i am so stressed. and dinner tonight, was, awful. i hate these stressors. this is a...
Aug 17th
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Doubt And The World On My Shoulders
i care too much. i want to help too much. trying never hurt but i feel as if i get annoying and too overwhelmed with others problems. i want everyone just to be okay. but maybe its selfish because while I’mhelping others, maybe its just my way of escaping my own problems.i don’t know. this world doesn’t seem to be spinning smoothly and whenever it isn’t i go into a hurdling...
Aug 17th
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I Hate My Dad
Because He Is A Fucking Prickk.
Aug 17th
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“A man can live and be healthy without killing animals for food; therefore, if he...”
– Leo Tolstoy (via veganliciouslj)
Aug 17th
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I Need Suggestions
And Links to recipes for Gluten Free Vegan Friendly Cake And Dessert recipes For My Birthday this Year. Any Suggestions?
Aug 17th
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Aug 17th
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